completely nuts at this point, totally stressed out and no escape in sight.

I get to enjoy talking to people but not actualy having contact with them. I need hugs and to be touched, this is going to drive me crazier than all of the crap going on.

Long story short, losts of fighting, lots of death and sickness, some surgeries and recoverings. Inspections and bad results and having no place to go.

ok, I give up.