Going crazy

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I have new reviews up on Sequential Tart and will continue in the coming months.

Other than that I am currently getting burned out very quickly and i'm not sure what to do about it. Work and school and even my beloved reviews are starting to beat me down.

Horrible thoughts have been invading my mind, and I don't know where they came from.

My temper is shorter than ever and nothing will make me happy.

I see and talk to people everyday and yet I am craving human contact.

I just don't get it. . . .(and the PAIN is getting worse)

I want to dance!
I was listening to the Kill Bill soundtrack and heard a song that made me want to dance.

Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood by Santa Esmerelda

I have spend so much time teaching guys how to dance that I have forgotten how to follow. I want to be led on to a dance floor and move with my partner along with the music. I want to get lost in it. I really miss that, and it makes me miss my dad (he was an instructor), he used to dance with me.

Now here comes the difficult part, find a straight guy who knows (or wants to know) how to tango, cha cha, and waltz.

Good thing my man is taking dancing class with me . . . huh?